My room looks so different now. I'm not used to the new arrangement yet so I kinda have trouble sleeping last night, especially with the new bed sheets.It's no wonder i hardly like to change my room setting. It's going to take some time to get used to this.

I suppose today is going to pass again in a blur and i have no intention of doing anything else other than doing what i feel like doing. Nowadays are mostly about what i want to do and just a little of what i should be doing. Come to think of it, I'm someone who divides the right things to do and things that gives me a choice.Fair trade.

Studying season is almost fully in. Just the other day, my mum and brother were discussing how stupid teenagers nowadays are in an article of the chinese newspaper.Taking their lives because they are not performing in school and stuff. Oh well, my take is that they didnt just kill themselves because they are not performing in school, they kill themselves because they fall below their expectations and that of others. If you worked hard for something you want alot and come to realise that you didnt get it and that those around you who kept babbling about how they can't do it, talks about how they may need your help and in the end, they are the ones who get it. How would you feel? I hate such people. No wonder the teenager want to commit suicide. What lousy friends he have. It's as good as using him to your benefit only. Someday, people is going to realise it you know, be it now or later, no matter how honeyed you have coated your words with. They know already but they just didnt say.