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Thursday, January 22, 2009
I want it to stop. Wrong. I need it to stop.

Can't anyone see it?I'm on the verge of losing my sanity already.
I just want someone to be there for me when bad things happen.
Tell me that it's all going to be okay, not just making superficial remarks.
Why is it that i always have to face it alone?
I'm only human. I am not made of metal.
I thought i can pull through it myself. Turns out i was just deluding myself all along.
Things are NOT okay.

I hate to be weak. Can't anyone see that all along, I am never truly happy?
It's just so tough that i no longer understand why i do the things i do.

I don't want to go for the ocip trip with t14. I'll just go mad if i have to.
Leave me alone,you people.Pretend i don't exist.
Isnt that what you guys are most capable of? Pretense?
Keep on pretending. Let me breathe.
It's been such a long time already. My oxygen ran out long ago.

The song is an expression of exactly how i feel right now. Every word of it.

Please,someone. Do something.

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